Karma- a secret of life

"I owe you things, i owe you my life my happiness , my sadness , my weakness, my strength"
                                        - LiFe

Everyday we get up with new hopes but with same dreams . With every passing day we add one more chapter to the "book of life" we owe to this person or thing called as LIFE , we do lot of stuff without giving a thought how much we are adding in our Karma Yes! KARMA is nothing but simply the deeds we do in our day today life if we do something wching results in negativity is bad karma and vice versa. It is very important to know the secret of life because ofocse we are living this incrediable life.
Now the question is what is this secret , so many moods , so many swings what is the reason??? An important question unanswered ! Did we evrr thought of this question
Why? Why we are rushing? What will be the result? What will we get ?
I guess no . Right !!!
What is life ? Its simply the karma we are doing , its simply our deeds which we owe to ourself , all these are debited and credited in the " life account"
         which at the end have to be balanced as assets and liabilities sides have to be equalized. For that we have to continusly do karma . Finally at the end the account will be audited by the auditor name "GOD" He will decide weather the life account opened is balanced or not at the end ! Weather the person haa earned profits or losses in form of karma.

At the end the only thing matters is our karma. Keep on doing the karma without the lust of result.
If u will have lust , you will never be able to achieve moksh. In hindu mythology it is said a person attain moksh if he do good deeds in his life.

A good deed is simply being true to yourself nothing else if you will not lie to yiurself you will not lie to life because it is said a part of him reaides in each and every individual.

Never try to rule yourself instead try to become a part of your own life and you will see the things are same as you want them to be.
                                  

Difficult task

Very often it's difficult to control the emotions , but this is the utmost exigent decision at the moment.
People might not fathom it at the moment but eventually once realized they never demur.
Every second is unpredictable , you dont know what or who is waiting for u but if Vestigial in this world one has to be a inhibited.
All the situations are not same , some might be perilous while some velvety but as it is a person should never loose his control once lost he is same as an insane dog who probably dont know what he is doing but end up lying in middle of road with blood all around as he couldnt judge in his insanity where he is or what he is doing.

I wonder why it is do difficult to set the priorities as per their importance some are se. For long term while some for short term.

Yes! It is easy to pretend what you dont want to show or want to hide and trust me rarely anyone bothers . Huffffff! These anyone oh goshh! what to say its simply ridiculous we are doing something not for ourselves but for this so called anyone how funny is this !! Anyways back of emotions, its ok if one is not able to control emotions and why ,the question is seriously why? we will do whatevr we feel like no matter what we are losing or gaining.

Yea now thats the attitude ! Isnt? Sounding so damm good right ! But practically oh god !!we have to think 1000 times for one thing ,we dont like this over thinking but still we do.

Is this seriously all about difficult task !yes it is we nake the things difficult for ourselves and then we keep on crying so set the priorities, keep the patience and do the things with confidence.

It will probably work for you ...

panorama feelings

It is very important to display your feelings every time or i can say on time indeed when required. Things can totally go against you even unexpected , it is not necessary that two people thinking matches. Every time expectations are not fulfilled .
I know the facts and figures ,even accept sometimes i do something beyond expectations but just once atleast once put yourself in my place and try to see the things from my place. I don't feel like saying the things expecting a better understanding but in this whole procedure i did a mistake that is expectation.
I pretend to be someone which i am not! yes i agree because i accept my all mistakes without expecting a mark of forgiveness on other end. I always wished of something i knew i will not get.

I keep on making a pile of things , i should realize that every time unspoken words are not enough.

                                                 In the dream of dark, hoping for a light
                                 I am afraid of losing myself in the process of finding my part in you
                                I may not be the perfect person but probably I can be the most closest
                               I adore you the way , you deny still after deny I find my way in your thoughts
                              I curiously wait for each and every words coming out of your mouth 
                                              whose meaning is only understood by me
              I feel delighted when I just think of you , from inside i get enlightened with an unseen             unsaid emotions I can feel this flow within my veins, oh no its you running in my blood stream.

Reading the above lines I may sound weird ,in fact not just weird a kind of insane but its ok . I happily accept this because atleast i am keeping myself out of this fake world and can escape from creating this kind of world around me.

               In life it is very important to track all the feelings and convey it on time

"Some things are done in life not for ourselves but for the one connected with you as your life-line"

Another beautiful day , i probably dint expect to be a turning point or a judgement day type but still a day to remember , a day to cherish i guess ,ammmm indeed a day which added one more step to maturity.

i still remember the first stance with blank expressions , eyes saying entire story but words doing work of stabbing but its ok some people are meant to understand the unsaid silence hidden in the darkest corners of the room , i did yes! i found such door along with keys next to me.

as i entered , my way changed , i started believing on my unsaid believe , i started mesmerizing on my unsaid conditions , i started thinking on my unsaid thoughts . Was that a change? or adoption of situation ? or a felling of entering a world with no mind ?
i lived all my life in just that single moment, 

anyways i am helpless as i am the only one who is responsible for my situation of present and probably i don't have right to complain or  portray that i am a victim. I am happy for the things i did as i was aware of the outcome since first day so why i am feeling broken today , is this right ?

Ofcose not !! as all the things were and are pretty clear in my mind but still at the end i am human being with end number of emotions and i probably feel that somehow this is not just the duty on my part but , at the end this is all because i wished to!
why at the end this 'BUT"comes in the scenario i fail to understand . 
                                                I AM HELPLESS EVERYTHING SEEMS
                                                               MEANINGLESS
                                               I ADORE THE WAY YOU LIE, I JUST 
                                                                WANT TO FLY
                                              I FAIL TO UNDERSTAND , WHY SEEM TO
                                                      SO DISTURBANCE
i probably have to understand the reason to everything, the end of everything is not as same as before i need to understand the reason to live ,the reason to live is always not the same , i need to understand the reason yes!! i need to understand the reasons i have to live the way i want to i was not born with the same .

i will cherish the moments i will always cherish the life i will always move on yes! i will now just think about myself and ready to face everything with a smile on my face and strength to cope with all the troubles on my way , yes !! i agree i face lot of problems in fact everyone did but at the end i have to understand.

                                        LIVE HAPPILY WITH A POSITIVITY IN ATTITUDE
      LIFE IS LIKE AN OCEAN, COMPOSED OF LOW AND HIGH TIDES AT SAME TIME
                            BE THE MOON , REASONS FOR THE TIDES NOT THE TIDES
  

BE sTrong :)

It is easy to say "BE STRONG" but ask the person

who is fighting with himself every second hoping to have one more day of life

Who is fighting just to have one loaf of bread once a day

Who is fighting with the world so that he can make his family live

There are millions of people who are facing not just trouble but extreme trouble eveyday but still they have one thing in common and that is "LIGHT OF HOPE" yes!! Even at the point when there is no point of survival there is a small hope to live
A hope to get tincture of happiness
A hope to get a stance of loved one
A hope to get lil love
A hope to get the things on track

But even after knowing everything why do we think to give away all the things in just a sec, a single moment just fades away with evrything each and every memory
Each and every person of life
Might be the reason we dont have strength to accept the reality or if accepted dont have strength to walk on the path.

Patience is the key to every lock if one has to be strong he has to keep patience

Its difficult to be strong but its not impossible also ... :)

Relationships

In todays era what we say is 21 century trend !!
Relationship building! Or i can say a trademark to show that yes now we are entering in adulthood or to prove dude ! I am a super stud bla bla bla stuff..

Sitting in crowd holding hand , hiding in some corner of a reatro , roaming about like street people thinking its cool and ofcose it is meant to be after all I am in a relationship so
Faking out is mandatory isnt?

But have we ever wondered what will be the outcome of roaming in a bike ?
When 1000 people will have a gossip and the topic willl be you?

When someone will say ' oh dat girl/boy is having no work other than. ..' ?

Its not a fault to be in a relationship but then the fault is after investing a part of your life the same person becomes enemy.
What is the outcome?
When it is the age to be damm serious how i will earn at that time you are roaming with your girl spending dad's money?

Is this your responsibilty towards the two people beacuse of whom you exist? Or its something beyond girl/boy thing ?

Think ! Think about it because when time will slip of your hand you will not even have the opportunity to regret even.. as either you will destroy yourself or you will destroy your family.

For everything in life there is a set time but if you will try to do the things before time obviously you will end with nothing except losing.

So decide before its late you wanna be a loser or a winner in this race?

Relationships are the most beautiful part of life but just building a relationship is not less than a sword hanging around. Instead first make your own identity first then let the things work in the sequence they are meant to ....

   Relations ships are not just meant to be build but one have to walk over the path to hold it firmly

Fight between

When this word come in our mind the first thing strike is punches , slaps oouch!!! so damm painful know.
There is one more hidden fight also probably we have to go through it everyday at some or the other point.
Say for example a situation of ( for girls) purchasing a very bful but expensive dress now the fight will be between these two
H(heart)- wao!! What a fantastic dress
M(mind)- yes! It is but you dont need
H- but i love it i want it
M- no ! Last week u just a dress fr yourself now no more.
H- i dnt care
M-(in anger) are you addicted to spend money
H- ( tapped his feet in disappointnent & stop the conversation).

Dont you agree now there is a sssssshhhhh!!!!!
hidden fight too happening within us for mere things ..

Fight is not the solution we ourself makes the thing complicated around . Have you ever tried to solve the the thing the way it is , the most simplest way .. 99.9% answer is NO because making the things complicated is in our blood stream one common example i am giving

Even for a small thing we have to think so much coz after all we are humans the most unsatisfied animals of all.

Once we start thinking 'how to solve'. Instead of 'why me' almost al the hurdels will seem to be easy and easy to fight back ...

Aroma of life

                      
Life is good with all weave off wood
Hunting begins with a thought that is difficult to sought
Somewhere in the cleft i wanna go for theft
When in the middle of nowhere try to find somewhere
With no care try to see the rare
Oh caught by the species Who can make pieces
Alas! In the rope of death with a poke in head
I wonder to bet but in hand with a pet
What will i do, planning to sue
Suddenly a bright light hit on my sight
Why not to find with the available mind
I came on ma knees , wondering where are keys
After rotating eyes finally got a pie
Oh yes ! Pie can help me tie
I mixed with a twist
Ready to fly , waiting for the sleep and just got a beep
I ran like an animal leaving all the things like enamel
Finally on the shore, ready to roar
I touched myself
And roared as if a fly escaped from web
This pool of experience turned out to be patience ......

Unfulfilled desire

Its human tendency when a person don't get anything he will have his desire increased for that particular thing.
When you run after something and unfortunately can not even control yourself , you end up
Either hurting yourself
Or bring a drastic change in yourself
Usually when we want to achieve something we have to give lot of sacrifices , sometimes we even deny to accept the thing in front of us just because of our unfulfilled desire.
Is it right to destroy the thing in front of u for what you are not having.
Well!! Its vague, its unjust and its being unfaithful to yourself .
When a person can not be faithful to himself ,
how he can desire to achieve something ,
when you can't see the reality in front of you , how can you become what you are.
Don't Cry over what you don't have , cherish and recognize what you have with you.

just Living

Some unforgettable words.
Some unforgettable moments
Some unforgettable emotions
Some unforgettable pictures.
Sometimes its difficult to express because pain in heart over come the words
A situation comes when deep inside nothing is left but still a bright smile on face.
Everything seems calm n composed because the tide of emotions is merged with the ocean.
We try , try and try but he laughs at me standing there and feels pity
Because we are weak , we are shattered , we are alone ...
We can never fulfill the loss made
Everything becomes still , silent   , stagnant.. 
We panic, we weep and then again back to life but this time it is just life
            Just living ..