Sunday, 13 September 2015

Difficult task

Very often it's difficult to control the emotions , but this is the utmost exigent decision at the moment.
People might not fathom it at the moment but eventually once realized they never demur.
Every second is unpredictable , you dont know what or who is waiting for u but if Vestigial in this world one has to be a inhibited.
All the situations are not same , some might be perilous while some velvety but as it is a person should never loose his control once lost he is same as an insane dog who probably dont know what he is doing but end up lying in middle of road with blood all around as he couldnt judge in his insanity where he is or what he is doing.
I wonder why it is do difficult to set the priorities as per their importance some are se. For long term while some for short term.

Yes! It is easy to pretend what you dont want to show or want to hide and trust me rarely anyone bothers . Huffffff! These anyone oh goshh! what to say its simply ridiculous we are doing something not for ourselves but for this so called anyone how funny is this !! Anyways back of emotions, its ok if one is not able to control emotions and why ,the question is seriously why? we will do whatevr we feel like no matter what we are losing or gaining.
Yea now thats the attitude ! Isnt? Sounding so damm good right ! But practically oh god !!we have to think 1000 times for one thing ,we dont like this over thinking but still we do.

Is this seriously all about difficult task !yes it is we nake the things difficult for ourselves and then we keep on crying so set the priorities, keep the patience and do the things with confidence.
It will probably work for you ...

Friday, 11 September 2015

panorama feelings

It is very important to display your feelings every time or i can say on time indeed when required. Things can totally go against you even unexpected , it is not necessary that two people thinking matches. Every time expectations are not fulfilled .
I know the facts and figures ,even accept sometimes i do something beyond expectations but just once atleast once put yourself in my place and try to see the things from my place. I don't feel like saying the things expecting a better understanding but in this whole procedure i did a mistake that is expectation.
I pretend to be someone which i am not! yes i agree because i accept my all mistakes without expecting a mark of forgiveness on other end. I always wished of something i knew i will not get.

I keep on making a pile of things , i should realize that every time unspoken words are not enough.

                                                 In the dream of dark, hoping for a light
                                 I am afraid of losing myself in the process of finding my part in you
                                I may not be the perfect person but probably I can be the most closest
                               I adore you the way , you deny still after deny I find my way in your thoughts
                              I curiously wait for each and every words coming out of your mouth 
                                              whose meaning is only understood by me
              I feel delighted when I just think of you , from inside i get enlightened with an unseen             unsaid emotions I can feel this flow within my veins, oh no its you running in my blood stream.

Reading the above lines I may sound weird ,in fact not just weird a kind of insane but its ok . I happily accept this because atleast i am keeping myself out of this fake world and can escape from creating this kind of world around me.

               In life it is very important to track all the feelings and convey it on time