Pre marriage status

I still remember the first day of this scenario..
Inner side: dude! This dress it so damm heavy.. I am decorated like a barbie doll with all sort of wands, shoes that pink dress bla bla bla
Outer side: (with a smile) plz have some snacks.
Inner side: I am hungry i want to have this like a lion feasting on his meal.
Outer side: (smile on face) silence!!!! In the room tick tock tick tock..
I can see all the eyes scanning my every expressions(leme remind a smile on face)
My eyes rolling in all four corners of the room as if i am sitting in this room first time.. What a momemt in the same sofa where i almost rolled myself like a cat, right now sitting in just 3/4 part of it.. Well i m wondering this sofa is really huge then
Ohh! Coming back to the day.. Finally a word from persom one, then suddenly as if a crowd of words is running towards me and i am feeling like a gladiator with all weapons and shield come on!!! Yes yes I am ready... But in reality the opposite of this is happening what no rain of questions, no inquiry huffff!! Thank god these tv actress they add more of terrified things..
Finally the hero of this picture utters a word and while sitting some weird thoughts are running in my mind.. Oh i like kabab they are cooked but when will i get those? And suddenly i saw a glimpse of me on mirror oh no! Is this me i am looking like a makeup shop.
But its ok this is what the situation has demanded and (proudly) i have given it to this bird called as situation.
Woieeeeee!! Finally i have defeated u, u over confident situation.
Gurrrrr! Where the hell is my phone, i wanna play my fav game right now....
Suddenly i hear a voice and my thoughts are interupted!! And as i came back whopps! The reality pre marriage

What next??? 

Feelings -simply feelings

Sometimes the pain is so severe that one stop feeling it.
This is the situation when a person become stone, simply numb.

"I loved u " she said ( eyes glittering with tears rolling down the cheeks)

He simply smiled and said " I know" (he wants her , he madly loves her but he cant do anything except for smiling

Oh! Its not a relation , he is a feeling which can not be described in words

(This is not the right time , but i cant get u out of me, its ok this is life ) while she was busy in thinking and fighting with her thoughts suddenly she hear a voice " hey you ready? We are getting late!"

She comes back to real world clear her thoughts,  wear a beautiful smile and walked with a man to his family.

Few years back they took a decision ,which has changed their world
They both wanted to fall apart not coz of pain or some difficulty in their relation but they let each other go with a smile

It has been years now infact more than she can think
Yes! Even Today they both are busy in their own world ,but still there is not a single day when they dont think of each other and smile only with memories.

The only existence is memories just memories.
People fall apart but love always remains fresh like the first snow wrapped in the arms of earth.