Space - Part2

I can hear my heart beat fast enough to challenge the fastest person,

I remember without any pointer I just ran out from the room

and occupied the corner most place of the area

A chill ran into my body 

leaving me shivering,

I can feel the sweat glands working faster than normal

I gulped and tried to hold my hand and stop shivering

I found myself standing in the darkest place

of this universe, Where it's just me and my loneliness

He tried to harm me twice and I am sure, again he will.

This thought is disturbing me 

and I am trying to figure out the way to win over him

whenever I gain strength to think about how to fight back

I end up with a question mark?

Space- Part 1

When I am alone I look at the sky

I try to figure out the beginning and ending point

But every time end up in a never-ending space

Space which is ready to be explored

Space where there is no explanation

A place where I can be just me

I hold a brush in my hand

& think of the worst scenario 

After a few minutes, I realized 

I am already in my worst scenario

Suddenly a wave of fear ran in my body

The brush slipped off my hand

and I left the space . . . . .

Expectations

It is a barbarian with a black mask
It will come with the hide tide
And snuff out each and everything,
On its way just like a shrimp piece of paper

It not only snides you
but every individual associated with you
It will never give warning before thumping the door
It will chip in silently just like a thief

The scars will not be visible
But they will be permanent
The sunk scars are within you
Which will never retrieve in life

    

Yes We Can Understand

"Yes we Can Understand"

This is the most deadly and powerful context in each and every individual's life in this universe. "Yes I can understand " " Yes I understood" " Yes I will do " " I hope you are understanding"

No matter what, but we are expected to keep our mind broad, when I say broad and open-minded it has only one strong meaning ignore & please try to understand.

We are expected to be mature, when I say mature it has one strong meaning ignore & please try to understand.

We are expected to be perfect, when I say perfect it has one strong meaning ignore & please try to understand.

We are expected to have patience at an extreme level but when we ask " what is the level of patience"
we get just one answer " Please try to understand"

We are expected to be the perfect material as son, daughter, son in law, daughter in law, wife, husband, and the list is long, when I say perfect material it has one strong meaning ignore & please try to understand.

We are expected to be the only intelligent person when it comes to facing people, to understand people, to handle situations, to answer back, to get the ability of decision making but , this expectation has just one strong meaning ignore & please try to understand.

We are expected to be an all-rounder in terms of handling relationships , when I say handling relationships it has one strong meaning ignore & please try to understand.

It's ok we assure we can understand. 

One Day At Local Bus

Its 7:00 A.M

I opened my eye,as my eye went on the clock “Shit!! Its 7:00” my entire sleep ran away at the same speed as a robber runs after stealing an ornament.

I rushed and get ready just like a superman oops! I mean superwoman and reached bus stop.I want to have a new local travelling experience ,which compelled me to take a local morning bus at this jam packed city. 

Within fraction of seconds I am inside this box with wheels with limited seats ,extra people are standing with eagle eye ready to snatch an empty seat without letting the prey go offsite.

I stood for almost 10 minutes seeing people uploading and downloading but there is this man in khakhi colour outfit no matter in which space of this box he is standing, he will immediately observe this process ,make his way out of the crowd with not even an inch to move and ask for ticket. Seriously this requires concentration with senses working every minute to check footfall in the bus if missed money will be gone.

There are two sections inside bus woman and Men and khahki gentleman stands in between like a wall to make sure that men are not entering the women zone.Finally after standing for almost 10 minutes I have my reward in front of me my seat but to reach there I have to be a warrior who has to pass all the hurdles on way (Indeed way is just 4 steps away) bags, people, no space, shouting

So finally after saying sorry every second and pushing people aside I reached .15 women are standing in front of me (space is only for maybe 10 people )holding pipes to avoid falling but still on every break every single person in this bus fall on each other inspite of no space.Some people are hanging on doors , while some are sandwich and others who are sitting are takings bags or butts of standing people on their face with a hope that fellow should not fart at the moment.

School children , workers , old age , young people, ladies with lot of bags, husband shielding wife and baby from crowd , men bashing on each other, people hanging like clothes on doors , sometimes even feet are not touching ground just hanging on air, inside smell , outside smell , somebody talking on phone loud enough to advertise his conversation, struggling to make way out of bus, people are sitting and standing with headsets murmuring songs , some sleepy heads , some extreme active mode.. but …..

Everyone is rushing to reach their destinations despite upset mind, fresh mind,sad face, happy face, tensed face, angry face but they are running 

keeping all emotions and problems aside….

Mistakes- A Part of Life

Life is box filled with stories

We all write our own story

But realise very late what is right and wrong

After doing an act we calculate and land to a answer but its late to enter that ans as time is already up

Some mistakes can be covered

Some can be adjusted

Some can be reiterated

Some can be improvised

While some can be forgotten

But at the end its a mistake

The mistakes done unintentionally wearing a blindfold in the name of some random fantasy world are the most painful yet most practical to drop down one layer of protected shield, as its just the introduction of the brutal world.

A world where survival is all that matters .No matter how but the only thing that everyone is running after is 'Survival'

With age we can rectify our mistakes or try to rectify .Some fades away with time ,while some still carve inside asking the question Why? How? But standing at this stage we don't have answer for any question because we also know that whatever is happening at present has the source from the past which we created

So sitting in one room , we will try to figure out and ask oneself ' So I can't carry this my whole life! So what is the solution?'

'What next?'

While busy selecting a solution and entangled in our thoughts we will not realise that how far we have come from that mistake probably a distance where it's existence is negligible.........